ok...i think there is still something i have to say...well...yesterday night i talked to lala...haha we broke each other's record on talking on the fone...we talked from 11.30 to 3am...so cool...anyway we did share alot of stuff too..(but mostly we crapped)...well i am gonna write my true feelings now...
To mursh-
i think i will never be able to bring myself near you already mursh....i don't know...but its like..i do not feel as comfortable as i was last time...and i think you also feel uncomfortable with me now...actually i wanted to tell you alot of things...i want to sort out things we feel about u...but you did not give me a chance to...i have not say for like...5 sentence...you became angry already. i mean...when you talked...you ask us not to say anything before you finish..but why didn't you wait for us to say finish b4 u make any comments?...i am very confused mursh...you have showed me too many sides of you...i can't figure out who you are anymore...i did enjoy talking to you once..i did treasure you alot once...you were one my me greatest friend once...but now..i just feel that you are on earth and i am on pluto..we are no longer close...i know you told someone that i do not understand u..well maybe i really don...i want to tell you alot of things that i have not say yet...this things is wad i feel...and not only me too...but i guess i am not gonna tell you..never...i do not want to see you cry again and keep saying" i am sorry..its all my fault.." we all do not like it...so yup...next time if u see me...or if i see you..well we just say hi k...but i do not wan us to be close anymore...i cannot afford it anymore...yup
To the rest:
hey pple i am okay lar...why so many keep asking if i am not ok..hai~ i can be fine very fast one...so chill it pple...haha anyway thanx for asking k...(>_<)..
Lala thanx for the talk k...u really very furnie can...
Javine..thanx for sending me to the mrt..really..
mmmm...i got nothing to say liao...or at most i got nothing at the moment in my brain now...so tata..