I realised something..i am starting to develop a phobia of exams.I am always feeling that i am so damn not prepared for the paper..and i will start panicking and freaking out and get all stressed up! ok this may sound perfectly normal to most pple..i mean afterall..who doesn't get nervous before exams..but recently..i am so damnnn stressed that i defered SAT..and got all stressed up over the stupid mock test today. yucks lor. must be coz my grades have been shitty ever since i stepped into RJ..and since the A levels are drawing near..i am REALLY getting worried.

Goals for the remaining of the week:
1) study
2) study
3) study
4) study
5) study
6) write that stupid GP mock essay and AQ
7) write my testimonials
8) jian fei. which is impossible.
9) exercise. which is even more impossible.
10) study.
life is BORING.

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