It has been a while since i blogged. part of the blame goes to Cecilia Yiu for losing the wire connecting my phone and the laptop..so i couldn't transfer pics to the laptop..so i was lazy to blog anything at all. Anyways..the past few days were definitely eventful in the boring sense..i did everything i could think of at home in hope that the clock will tick faster. it is just so boring when you don't have to go to work, don't have to go to school, don't have a DVD at home you haven't watched and is in the middle of a cold war with your boyfriend. Maybe go out with friends? But all of them have jobs..and those who don't have already went out with you the night before. And unfortunately..my dear big plasma TV has to break down..and i am not gonna wei chu myself as to watching that puny TV dad set up temporarily. But it is not as if there's anything nice on TV. fine..a small confession. i watched scrubs today. but hey!! it's Scrubs!! who will miss scrubs...
SO anyway, i bought this CD "you're beautiful" supposedly as part of a Valentine Day's gift for CY. But there are a few more days to Vday..and when you buy a new CD..it is definitely very seducing even if it is meant as a gift for someone. The CD was practically shouting 'PLAY ME NOW', so i played it to justify the CD's worth. and it is sooooooo goood!! people please buy it? it is one of the best compilation CD i have ever listened to.
I drived today!! Had my virgin practical lesson! SHOOO cOOlL~!! I was abit nervous to start. and i guess i held the steering wheel too tightly. my instructor was quite funny. not that he jokes or anything..but he kept laughing and his laughter is just so gay. cute guy :) Next lesson, i can go onto real road already!! better go get my PDL soon:)

Ever heard of the notion ' it is better to be with a man who loves you 100% and you love him 99%. In that way..you will always feel loved'? but what happens if you love him just a little less? maybe 98.9%? will that situation be ideal anymore? Maybe other factors will kick in..like guilt? that you are not loving him as much as he deserves? and the constant urge to love him more but you just can't no matter how hard you try? Or shd you just heck and be happy that you will always have someone to rely on?
And what if when all the problems in a relationship seemed to be his fault for a moment..but really you yourself is the main cause of everything? Then will you start feeling that it is unfair to your partner? then put yourself in a dilemma as to whether or not you want to be in any relationship at all. You have a great guy willing to love you with all his heart but your confidence is not 100%..and you are unsure of what you want..will you then be willing to give it all up and risk breaking his heart and regretting your decision later on and move away from everything you have now?