i am tired. I am so tired. mentally, physically and psycologically. Dun ask me why, i also have no idea...I feel like i am extracting myself from this world into another paradise of my own. Half of the time in school, i am just living in my own dream. Haiz..i desire to be alert, to be sure of what i am doing. I want that feeling of confidence again...
today, i dragged myself to school..i was so tired, i slept early last night, wanted to wake up this morning to study social studies but when the alarm clock rang at 4.15am, i betrayed myself and allowed the 'sleeping demon' take over. When i woke up, it was already 5.50pm..time for school. Had my test in the library during recess.. memories are escaping fast while i raced to catch hold of them, just in time to write it down on my paper. It always happen...all those points that i struggled to squeeze into my brain (almost overflowing) will give way and escape during exams when i needed them. Sian. can't help..brain too small.
Went to bukit panjang with Hui Ee after school. I bought a huge sketch book in popular..wanted it as a graduation book for all my friends to write in. Asked some stranger for the student popular card to get a discount..seriously, that book is over-priced..
Came home..screwed up the sketch book cover.. now rotting nothing to do..BORING!!
Hope the dreadful exams will be over soon..so i can really relax my brain and drain out it's contents...