emotions

sometimes..it is just so hard to be matured. Emotions will just cloud our vision and blind our maturity..they take over our normal sense..and we behave like an untamed animal. shouting..throwing our tempers..all in hope to feel better. but the sad thing is..we often show this devilish side to our own family members. and more often..they will misunderstand. they will take it that you are just being all immatured and creating trouble..interrupting the peace. And we will start shouting hurtful comments at each other. Why do we always hurt the ones we love and care for the most?
My mom get terribly pissed with me over a single sentence that i said which to her..was disrespectful..my sis treats her friend better than I..and my dad......haiz. My parents fight..our whole family fight..I just want a peaceful family. i had enough of misunderstandings and arguements for the past 17 years. it is quite fair that after 17 years of violence..i request for a moment of mutual understanding isn't it.
I should learn to put god into my heart..i want to improve myself before i request others to be better. Life ain't easy..but we are lucky enuff to survive. people will just die..and we lose our love ones before we realise that we love them.
Welcome the bad comments about you..and take it as an advice to be better..instead of rejecting them and feel hurt. that's something i've learnt. Pride..just kills you. Love who you love with all your heart..before its too late. And...expectations will just end you in disappointment.